The summer after senior year: really kind of an odd time. But that’s the chapter I am entering, and it has met me with an appreciative attitude that I won’t have to do a homework assignment again for quite some time and a solemn heart that I have to leave behind all the people and memories I absolutely adored throughout high school. What’s making this limbo of a summer a little more exciting is the upcoming adventure I am about to embark on. I am so grateful you are taking the time to read some of my thoughts, and if you are willing, I would love it if you could take a moment to pray over some of my concerns. I am absolutely thrilled for this journey and all the incredible people I will encounter along with the sweet, intimate moments I will share with the Lord. That being said, there are parts of this trip that still leave me a little uneasy. Good nerves, I believe, but still nerves. So if you don’t mind and have a moment, here is what I am a little nervous for:
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The Goodbyes: I am 100% a people person, and I love the people in my life with my whole heart. I don’t know how I am going to go days or maybe even weeks without talking to my best friends, and don’t even get me started with my family.
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Packing: I don’t know if you have ever tried to fit your entire life in a 60 Litre backpack, but I have been having some trouble with it. I don’t know if I just like a lot of stuff or if I am missing some sort of pivotal packing technique, but the day that backpack closes is going to be a good one.
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Preparing my heart for servitude: The American mindset that I have gotten comfortable with is one that surrounds self interest, and that is the opposite of how I want to go about this upcoming year. I am praying that the Lord gives me a heart of compassion and eyes to see others like He does.
I think it is really easy to write blogs about all the incredible parts of this journey without touching the challenges that come with it. I anticipate this next year to be absolutely life-changing, but surely not without some hard parts. I want to make the commitment to being transparent and vulnerable throughout this whole thing. I am human and am undoubtedly going to struggle, but thankfully the God I serve isn’t. It is a blessing to know that no matter what happens, the Lord will remain the same. Hallelujah for that! I can’t finish this blog without saying a huge thank you to the many people that have gone out of their way to show their support to me. I never imagined that my community would come together to support God’s work in me in such a way as they have. It is absolutely humbling and I don’t take it lightly. So to everyone that has shared encouragement, made a donation, prayed over me, or given me advice, thank you! You are part of making this adventure so so special before it has even begun.
We will be praying for you and your journey! We will miss you but we can hardly wait to see all the amazing things God has planned for you and we know that you will make a huge impact in all the places you visit! Hugs!
Transparent and vulnerable . . . . Two little. (actually big). words that will have great affect on you journey on the race. Soo excited to finally meet you in September!!
I love your vulnerability and thinking Lucy! I continue to be so proud of you. I’ll add these specific prayers to the others I am praying!
Lucy – your honesty is refreshing! Staying real and feeling all the good and the scary with this adventure will open your eyes and heart even more. Stay strong and know that you have many people praying for you as you go forth to do God’s work!
Lucy- We will be praying for you as you embark on this amazing Journey! Praying your eyes are opened to see GOD’s goodness all around you and that he blesses you as you bless others and keeps you safe. Can’t wait to hear all about it. Love, Traci Clifton